sekadar sharing.... balik dari katibah...semangat ini makin kuat.. jom baca kisah di bawah:
Lia, jomlah pergi usrah
Lia, jomlah berdakwah
Lia, ummah semakin koyak
Lia, jomlah kita bangkit mengubah
segalanya
Aku tidak mahu
Aku kena study
Markah semester lepas dah cukup teruk
Gara-gara dakwah, tarbiah dan program
Aku menyesal megikuti semua itu
Bosan!!
Dakwah bukan je plainly cerita
rububiyah ketuhanan,tapi banyak lagi skopnya
Bukan ke islam tu syumul
Kalau nak berjaya, kena study
Waktu study, studylah
Esok kalau dah berjaya
Aku buatlah kerja dakwah tu
Kalau aku buat kerja dakwah,
aku gagal dalam pelajaranku
Kan nanti aku menutup mata orang lain terhadap Islam
Lia, dakwah dan pelajaran bukan macam jongkang jongking
Jongkang jongking?
Apa kau merepek ni?
Ya, dakwah dan pelajaran BUKAN macam jongkang jongking
Bila dakwah di atas, pelajaran di bawah
Bila pelajaran di atas, dakwah di bawah
Tu bukan dakwah namanya
Dan tu bukan belajar namanya
Habis tu?
Hmm, dakwah dan pelajaran kena berkadar terus
Tak boleh inversely proportional
Apa maksud kau?
Orang yang melakukan kerja dakwahdengan ikhlas
akan menemukan Allah dalam pelajarannya
Aku tidak faham
Tak pe, aku terangkan
Macam gini, bila dah berdakwah tu
Rasa senang je nak study
Bila belajar tentang mitokondria misalnya
Boleh bayangkan betapa hebatnya Allah ciptakan mitokondria
Bila belajar tentang algebra, terasa kerdilnya diri
Bila belajar tentang Hukum Boyle, terasa akrab dengan Pencipta
Kenapa?
Sebab diri tahu bahawa hukum-hukum tersebut adalah hukum Allah
Ilmu-ilmu tersebut adalah milik Allah
Rasa senang hati nak terima ilmu
Kalau orang lain study 1 jam
Dia hanya perlu study 10 minit sahaja
Sebab apa?
Sebab ada keberkatan masa dalam studynya itu
Aku tak pernah rasa semua itu
Lain tu, selama ni kau nak cakap yang
aku ikut program tarbiah dan dakwah tu tak ikhlas?
Tak, itu bukan maksud aku
Cuma kena checklah sikit hati tu
Waktu buat kerja dakwah tu, ada tak berlaku tarik tali dengan Allah
Apa maksud kau tarik tali dengan Allah?
Ok, aku berikan contoh
Misalnya waktu buat kerja dakwah tu,
Terdetik tak kat hati , banyak lagi yang tidak habis belajar
Terdetik tak kat hati, assignment banyak lagi
Itulah maksudnya tarik tali dengan Allah
Ada keraguan dalam hati
Seolah-olah tidak yakin dengan janji Allah
Siapa yang menolong agama Allah,
nescaya Allah akan menolongnya
Kita melakukan jual beli dengan Allah,
tapi kita tidak bayar lagi
Kita berdoa, tapi tak de kesungguhan dalam doa kita
Kita berdakwah, tapi hati kita tiada dengan Allah
Lia dah faham
Lia kena banyak muhasabah
Lia dah study dari tadi, tapi tak masuk-masuk
Lia tahu itu maksudnya peringatan dari Allah
Lia yang tahu hukum berdakwah tidak
mengerjakan kerja tersebut
Lia, sahabatku,
Seorang ibu pernah mengatakan
Aku ingin dakwah terlihat dalam setiap perbuatanku
Setiap kali aku bergaul dengan jiranku, aku ingin mereka merasakan
kemanisan iman dan Islam
Setiap kali jiranku melihat kebahagian
rumahtanggaku, aku ingin mereka merasakan keindahan Islam
Lia, itulah yang inginku kubentuk dalam diriku
Aku ingin setiap perbuatanku menjadi manifestasi dakwah itu sendiri
Pelajaranku, hubunganku dengan keluarga dan sahabat,
segalanya adalah dakwah
Moga kita bersama dalam usaha merealisasikannya
Lia, aku ingin berkongsi dua kisah,
Pertama, mengenai kisah Assyahid Imam Hassan AlBanna
Dan kedua kisah sahabatku di Indonesia
Moga kedua-dua kisah ini dapat kita renungkan bersama
Menjadi motivasi buat kita untuk terus
berada dalam mandala ini.
Lia, kau pastinya arif mengenai
Assyahid Imam Hassan AlBanna.
Dakwahnya menyinari hati umat manusia di saat itu. Dia berdakwah sehingga ke kawasan perkampungan di gunung-gunung yang tinggi. Semua manusia mengenalinya. Tanyakan sahaja di jalanan di saat itu, kenalkah kamu dengan Assyahid Imam Hassan Al Banna, pasti semua mengenalinya kerana kerja kerasnya di dalam perjuangan dakwah .
Lia, aku akui sememangnya untuk berjaya dalam pelajaran, kita kena berusaha. Itu Sunnatullah. Tapi Lia, kemenangan Islam takkan tertegak dengan kata-kata, dengan mimpi sahaja. Untuk memastikan kejayaan dakwah, kita juga kena berusaha. Itu juga adalah Sunnatullah. Kemenangan Islam memerlukan pengorbanan dari pengikutnya.
Lia, aku kongsikan pembacaanku dalam buku Detik-detik Hidupku karangan
Assyahid Imam Hassan Al Banna:
Allah, dengan sifat ArRahaman dan ArRahimNya, memberi ketenangan dan kepuasan kepada hambaNya yang beriman apabila Dia mahukan segala sesuatu urusan/ perkara Dia akan
mempermudahkan hambaNya itu untuk mencapainya. Pada malam sebelum ujian nahu, saya telah bermimpi. Di dalam mimpi tersebut, saya sedang berada dalam sebuah perahu bersama-sama ulama yang terkenal.Perahu itu sedang berlayar di Sungai Nil. Salah seorang
ulama itu menghampiri saya. Dia memakai pakaian orang-orang di pedalaman Mesir. Dia menyoal saya, Di mana syarah (huraian) Ibnu Aqeel mengenai al-Afiyah? Saya menjawab, Ini dia! Katanya, Mari kita ulangkaji sebahagian darinya. Buka ke muka surat sekian-sekian .
Saya pun membuka ke muka surat-muka surat yang disebutkannya dan mula mengulangkaji. Kemudian saya terkejut jaga. Saya sangat gembira. Pagi esoknya saya menduduki ujian. Saya dapati kebanyakan soalan datang dari muka surat-muka surat yang saya baca di dalam mimpi tersebut. Ini semua adalah rahmat Allah. Allah telah memberi rahmat istimewa kepada saya.
Mimpi yang benar adalah sumber maklumat kepada seorang Mukmin. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan Semesta Alam.
Itulah rahsia kejayaan seorang Mukmin. Seorang sahabat di Indonesia pernah bercerita mengenai pelajarannya. Alhamdulillah, dia memperolehi yang terbaik.
Dia ingin mempertahankan prestasi terbaik untuk Allah, agama Allah. Di sudut lainnya, dia tidak suka mengejar dunia, bersaing untuk berasa hebat. Dia hanya ingin memberikan yang terbaik sebagai hamba Allah.
Dahulu dia bukan begitu. Dia pernah kecundang. Dia pernah bertanya kepada Allah - Ya Allah, kenapa engkau mentakdirkan prestasi yang baik buat temanku? Apakah temanku itu punya alasan yang kuat sehingga Engkau menolongnya. Aku mempunyai mimpi yang besar untuk menegakkan agamaMu melalui pergerakan dakwah. Maka aku mohon bahawa aku harus berjaya.
Lalu Allah memberitahu dirinya melalui suatu kisah sahabat yang dijamin masuk syurga, padahal seharian ibadahnya sama saja seperti sahabat yang lain. Dan ketika ditanya prinsip hidupnya, sahabat itu menjawab "Aku tak suka membanding-bandingk an apa yang Allahberikan kepada hamba-hambaNya. Aku yakin Allah Maha Baik dan menjamin kebaikan untukku dalam situasi sulit atau lapang. Aku akan tetap redha kepada Allah dalam situasi apapun. Aku akan tetap bersaksi bahawa Allah adalah Robb yang Maha Esa, meskipun gunung-gunung harta itu milikku atau aku tak punya harta sedikit pun.
Pasti Lia ingat lagi Assyahid Sheikh Ahmad Yassin. Dia cacat. Duduk di atas kerusi roda. Tapi apa yang telah dia lakukan? HAMAS berdiri dengan izzah. Musuh menggeruninya.
Lia, kita sempurna. Ayuh lakukan sesuatu untuk Islam. Ayuh berada dalam saf perjuangan.
" Mendambakan Cintaku Keranamu Allah"
karya asal K-Perak buat renungan dan muhasabah diri yang sentiasa leka ini agar ditetapkan, diteguhkan di atas jalan dakwah..
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
journey of laughs and tears
The one month had ended. The month that had carved memories in our hearts. The hearts belonged to Ayu, Ida, Syahirah, Syaal ,Bella,Iqah, Yen and me myself..
Our destination kept changing during this journey. It's not that we were all together. There would be the time when one of us had their own business to be prioritized on during this journey. But this unbreakable bond remain still until now because our heart has been tied by Him.
And within the journey of finding Ilahi, UNI (Ulfah Nur Insyirah) was born. This idea came from Syaal which bring the meaning of Friendship Lights of Happiness. It may sound lame to someone but I don't care because it has its mesmerizing effect on each of us.
This was the first interstate journey for Bella and she looked like enjoying the moments throughout this period. She's so good in becoming the one who's in charge in leading the way to each destination. With her Blackberry, she became the first one to arrive at WARM Camp with her group members. Thumbs up Bella! And I had had comments from a few sisters that she is very good in absorbing the message delivered through the seminars. It is true that the seminars that we have during the camp opened our eyes including me about out responsibility as a Messenger but due to her action of silence, it seems that she's thinking about the contents whole-heartedly.
To Ayu, sometimes I feel guilty because my lack of time spent together with her. She's my housemate yet I think we seem to be distant during this journey. I think I have pillow talk with everyone at Melbourne except her and Bella(Bella already had her sweet dreams of slumber every night ^^). But I'm very overwhelmed when I went back to Brisbane, there was a cheesecake written UNI on it in our fridge. She had put a great effort in her first attempt to bake the cake. But believe me Ayu, from the first day I met you in Brisbane, I know that you'll be my Harun as if I play a role as Moses and truthfully, you are there in my times of laughs and cries.
Ida had the most amount of pillow talk with me. Her experience reminded me of my crush at my high school. The difference is that our roles are reversed. From her story, it seems that I am the Romeo and the guy that I have a crush on is Juliet. I'm very sad for her. I think she had two biggest gut-wrenching difficulties during this journey. She had finished one and we are praying for her success. For another one I see she's developing her inner strength to fight the pressure. My doa is that you can strive to build your inner spirituality with Him.
To Syaal, I'm very touched with your letter. I am myself. There's nothing special about me. Ustaz Salam used to say, when a person grow up, he/she is influenced with people in his/her surrounding but when the person reaches 20, there are already about 30 people that have shapen his/her life. I just the one who sow the seed of fikrah which concentrates solely on Him. We may not be perfect but our effort does count right? I will remember our moments of baking carrot cake and Portugeese egg tart together. Don't you forget that we have a mission to establish a bakery business in the future.
Sometimes I feel very ashamed of myself because it took me about two years of thinking and travelling to set my mind as His servant in this Life.Your guys' heart are clearer from sins where it becomes faster for you to accept His Light. I still remember that within 6 months of knowing Tarbiyah, my heart still hard and rebellious towards His message but I'm very grateful because He let me met with greatest people that eventually become my companion.
To Syira, we spent our time together mostly in Sydney and Newcastle. You have a great chemistry with Ainina I can see that I know she's very close to you. But Thanz a lot for cooking sambal tempe for me. It's so mouth-watering and tastylicious!!
I will go to Gatton. you are the one who always concentrate in each work you are doing, making me wondering what is inside your mind. It's so unfortunate that I don't have a skill like Edward Cullen the vampire=p. I'll be going to Gatton with the doa that this journey will bring us close together.
To Iqah, we just managed to meet in my second week at Melbourne. we just had a few chats through hp but thank God we had our pillow and morning talks in Lygon St house. You used to say that you think you're not having sufficient knowledge in Islam and memorize few ayats in al-Quran but we're in the same boat my dear. but if we remember that many Sahabahs memorize less ayats yet they hv became the world's greatest people. However, we already received a complete mushaf in this era and it'll better if we try to memorize as many as we can in our mind. ^^
to Yen, how's Malaysia. Is there any jetlag when you go home in Malaysia and come back to Oz? How's your laptop? How's Sydney? hahaha, so many questions i would ask due to 1 month of not meeting. If you know how much we miss you during the journey. We always quote your line "Nak air ape?". you're the best pembancuh air among us with your five-star service. I really hope you'll join the trip when it comes to this spring holiday. But still yen, I will keep visiting you when the new semester has opened,ngeh3..
To Aina, welcome to UNI.. how Brisbane?? we met because of IDP, IB, biotechnology and the month of July. I also hope Aina manage to join the trip on this spring hols. You have the enigma, the spirit and the charisma to put yourself one more step further. Juz pray a lot and befriend good people, InsyaAllah your life will be blessed. Don't worry about adapting your life here, there are a lot of friend to lend a hand only for you Aina. And be a good housemate to Kak Diana ok my dear!!
and Diana, we still are waiting for you.. Welcome to Brisbane and let us draw our histories together as a Caliphate and His servant..
Ameen
Our destination kept changing during this journey. It's not that we were all together. There would be the time when one of us had their own business to be prioritized on during this journey. But this unbreakable bond remain still until now because our heart has been tied by Him.
And within the journey of finding Ilahi, UNI (Ulfah Nur Insyirah) was born. This idea came from Syaal which bring the meaning of Friendship Lights of Happiness. It may sound lame to someone but I don't care because it has its mesmerizing effect on each of us.
This was the first interstate journey for Bella and she looked like enjoying the moments throughout this period. She's so good in becoming the one who's in charge in leading the way to each destination. With her Blackberry, she became the first one to arrive at WARM Camp with her group members. Thumbs up Bella! And I had had comments from a few sisters that she is very good in absorbing the message delivered through the seminars. It is true that the seminars that we have during the camp opened our eyes including me about out responsibility as a Messenger but due to her action of silence, it seems that she's thinking about the contents whole-heartedly.
To Ayu, sometimes I feel guilty because my lack of time spent together with her. She's my housemate yet I think we seem to be distant during this journey. I think I have pillow talk with everyone at Melbourne except her and Bella(Bella already had her sweet dreams of slumber every night ^^). But I'm very overwhelmed when I went back to Brisbane, there was a cheesecake written UNI on it in our fridge. She had put a great effort in her first attempt to bake the cake. But believe me Ayu, from the first day I met you in Brisbane, I know that you'll be my Harun as if I play a role as Moses and truthfully, you are there in my times of laughs and cries.
Ida had the most amount of pillow talk with me. Her experience reminded me of my crush at my high school. The difference is that our roles are reversed. From her story, it seems that I am the Romeo and the guy that I have a crush on is Juliet. I'm very sad for her. I think she had two biggest gut-wrenching difficulties during this journey. She had finished one and we are praying for her success. For another one I see she's developing her inner strength to fight the pressure. My doa is that you can strive to build your inner spirituality with Him.
To Syaal, I'm very touched with your letter. I am myself. There's nothing special about me. Ustaz Salam used to say, when a person grow up, he/she is influenced with people in his/her surrounding but when the person reaches 20, there are already about 30 people that have shapen his/her life. I just the one who sow the seed of fikrah which concentrates solely on Him. We may not be perfect but our effort does count right? I will remember our moments of baking carrot cake and Portugeese egg tart together. Don't you forget that we have a mission to establish a bakery business in the future.
Sometimes I feel very ashamed of myself because it took me about two years of thinking and travelling to set my mind as His servant in this Life.Your guys' heart are clearer from sins where it becomes faster for you to accept His Light. I still remember that within 6 months of knowing Tarbiyah, my heart still hard and rebellious towards His message but I'm very grateful because He let me met with greatest people that eventually become my companion.
To Syira, we spent our time together mostly in Sydney and Newcastle. You have a great chemistry with Ainina I can see that I know she's very close to you. But Thanz a lot for cooking sambal tempe for me. It's so mouth-watering and tastylicious!!
I will go to Gatton. you are the one who always concentrate in each work you are doing, making me wondering what is inside your mind. It's so unfortunate that I don't have a skill like Edward Cullen the vampire=p. I'll be going to Gatton with the doa that this journey will bring us close together.
To Iqah, we just managed to meet in my second week at Melbourne. we just had a few chats through hp but thank God we had our pillow and morning talks in Lygon St house. You used to say that you think you're not having sufficient knowledge in Islam and memorize few ayats in al-Quran but we're in the same boat my dear. but if we remember that many Sahabahs memorize less ayats yet they hv became the world's greatest people. However, we already received a complete mushaf in this era and it'll better if we try to memorize as many as we can in our mind. ^^
to Yen, how's Malaysia. Is there any jetlag when you go home in Malaysia and come back to Oz? How's your laptop? How's Sydney? hahaha, so many questions i would ask due to 1 month of not meeting. If you know how much we miss you during the journey. We always quote your line "Nak air ape?". you're the best pembancuh air among us with your five-star service. I really hope you'll join the trip when it comes to this spring holiday. But still yen, I will keep visiting you when the new semester has opened,ngeh3..
To Aina, welcome to UNI.. how Brisbane?? we met because of IDP, IB, biotechnology and the month of July. I also hope Aina manage to join the trip on this spring hols. You have the enigma, the spirit and the charisma to put yourself one more step further. Juz pray a lot and befriend good people, InsyaAllah your life will be blessed. Don't worry about adapting your life here, there are a lot of friend to lend a hand only for you Aina. And be a good housemate to Kak Diana ok my dear!!
and Diana, we still are waiting for you.. Welcome to Brisbane and let us draw our histories together as a Caliphate and His servant..
Ameen
Friday, May 14, 2010
hikmah mimpi ini
Aku bangun ....
kekagetan...
bergetar hari ini.. ingatkan ajal dah kunjung tiba.....
ceritanya begini:
aku balik malaysia cuti.. kembalinya ku ke tanah cuti itu bukanlah untuk menabur bakti pada keluarga dan orang2 terdekat tetapi adalah untuk meninggi diri dengan ilmu sekelumit yg dimiliki. kerana dah belajar tinggi, nasihat ibuku diingkari. aku mimpi aku dah berkahwin time tu(ape jadik ng husband aku after tu xtawla)..
ade skali flight aku kol 6... distance dr rumahku ke airport tu dalam 15minutes... tp aku bersiap lewat dlm kol 4 camtu.. ibu aku yg concern dgn anaknye ni mule la celotehnye krn kecuaian diri..aku ape lagi,, terus packing x layan celotehnye tu blah dr rumah.. ya Allah derhaka benar aku...
on the way nak g jalan tu..
rupenye aku tersilap jalan.. masuk lorong laen..tibe2 ade polis dtg nek motor 2 orang.. aku confius, aku ade buat salah ape2 ke..owh rupenye aku lintas jln before lampu merah utk kereta2 kat road tue.. dgn beg aku yg satu lagi tertinggal kat lorong yg aku sesat tadi, aku nak melangkah amik beg aku.. tibe2 tgok rmai polis..dgn rifle n baju kalis peluru..bertahan dgn pengganas..
di situ aku tengok srikndi2 yg terdiri dr kawan2ku d brisbane bangkit untuk menentang..
aku pd masa tu sangatla kecut.. diorg ajak aku untuk berjuang tp aku takutkan mati..kami hanya bersalaman n berpelukan, gusar sekiranye itulah saat terakhir kami dapat berjumpa....
dan termasuklah aku bersama-sama orang yg dilindungi.. perjuangan dimulakan dgn seorang budak kecil yang bangkit ke depan untuk berlawan (macam Intifadah di Palestin) tetapi peluru n phosporus putih menembusi badannya.. aku kaget..sebelum ni aku mmg takut tgok video kekejaman Palestin.. serius, aku prefer bace dr tgok gambar2 tue walaupun aku sbnarnye perlu tahu ape yg btol2 terjadi kpd saudara kite d sana..
anak kecil itu tidak berganjak.. aku nampak badannya hancur tetapi wajahnya masih cantik tidak diusik dgn peluru2 itu(terikat Syeikh Ahmad Yassin).. perjuangan diteruskan dan aku yg dilindungi tu berdebar-debar dgn nasib tempatku itu.. adakah endingku mati dibunuh?? dan aku memohon Tuhan supaya dipanjangkan umr ini.. mimpiku x berakhir,, aku bangun dgn kekejutan...
tetapi yg aku sedar sekarang jika diajak untuk berperang, aku masih lagi takut.. jihadku dgn nafsu selalu je kalah.. hatiku penuh dgn noda2 hitam.. mimpiku itu tiada ending, adakah untuk aku mendecide ke mana mahu ku tujukan jalan hidup ini... hatiku ini lemah, sakit, berkarat.. ya Tuhan...ku mohon hanya satu,benarkanlah aku menjejak syurgamu.. berikanlah aku kekuatan melawan jahiliah ini.. kerana ku pasti yg satu,, ku x mahukan penat lelah d bumi ini diakhiri dengan penyeksaan azab yg berulang kali
`Nauzubillah
kekagetan...
bergetar hari ini.. ingatkan ajal dah kunjung tiba.....
ceritanya begini:
aku balik malaysia cuti.. kembalinya ku ke tanah cuti itu bukanlah untuk menabur bakti pada keluarga dan orang2 terdekat tetapi adalah untuk meninggi diri dengan ilmu sekelumit yg dimiliki. kerana dah belajar tinggi, nasihat ibuku diingkari. aku mimpi aku dah berkahwin time tu(ape jadik ng husband aku after tu xtawla)..
ade skali flight aku kol 6... distance dr rumahku ke airport tu dalam 15minutes... tp aku bersiap lewat dlm kol 4 camtu.. ibu aku yg concern dgn anaknye ni mule la celotehnye krn kecuaian diri..aku ape lagi,, terus packing x layan celotehnye tu blah dr rumah.. ya Allah derhaka benar aku...
on the way nak g jalan tu..
rupenye aku tersilap jalan.. masuk lorong laen..tibe2 ade polis dtg nek motor 2 orang.. aku confius, aku ade buat salah ape2 ke..owh rupenye aku lintas jln before lampu merah utk kereta2 kat road tue.. dgn beg aku yg satu lagi tertinggal kat lorong yg aku sesat tadi, aku nak melangkah amik beg aku.. tibe2 tgok rmai polis..dgn rifle n baju kalis peluru..bertahan dgn pengganas..
di situ aku tengok srikndi2 yg terdiri dr kawan2ku d brisbane bangkit untuk menentang..
aku pd masa tu sangatla kecut.. diorg ajak aku untuk berjuang tp aku takutkan mati..kami hanya bersalaman n berpelukan, gusar sekiranye itulah saat terakhir kami dapat berjumpa....
dan termasuklah aku bersama-sama orang yg dilindungi.. perjuangan dimulakan dgn seorang budak kecil yang bangkit ke depan untuk berlawan (macam Intifadah di Palestin) tetapi peluru n phosporus putih menembusi badannya.. aku kaget..sebelum ni aku mmg takut tgok video kekejaman Palestin.. serius, aku prefer bace dr tgok gambar2 tue walaupun aku sbnarnye perlu tahu ape yg btol2 terjadi kpd saudara kite d sana..
anak kecil itu tidak berganjak.. aku nampak badannya hancur tetapi wajahnya masih cantik tidak diusik dgn peluru2 itu(terikat Syeikh Ahmad Yassin).. perjuangan diteruskan dan aku yg dilindungi tu berdebar-debar dgn nasib tempatku itu.. adakah endingku mati dibunuh?? dan aku memohon Tuhan supaya dipanjangkan umr ini.. mimpiku x berakhir,, aku bangun dgn kekejutan...
tetapi yg aku sedar sekarang jika diajak untuk berperang, aku masih lagi takut.. jihadku dgn nafsu selalu je kalah.. hatiku penuh dgn noda2 hitam.. mimpiku itu tiada ending, adakah untuk aku mendecide ke mana mahu ku tujukan jalan hidup ini... hatiku ini lemah, sakit, berkarat.. ya Tuhan...ku mohon hanya satu,benarkanlah aku menjejak syurgamu.. berikanlah aku kekuatan melawan jahiliah ini.. kerana ku pasti yg satu,, ku x mahukan penat lelah d bumi ini diakhiri dengan penyeksaan azab yg berulang kali
`Nauzubillah
Thursday, April 15, 2010
sepotong ayat
Sampaikanlah walaupun sepotong ayat...lame dah aku menyepi.. mane taknye,aku dok buat programming software engineering byk hari dah..
penin kepala den, code ni dah macam ulat2 pon ade,hohoho...skang nak berusaha siapkan philosophy esay lak,hohohoho...
my mesej:
ISLAH NAFSAK WAD'U GHAIRAK
Perbaikilah dirimu dan serulah orang lain ke arah kebaikan.
tu je,huhuhuhu
adios n salam!!!
penin kepala den, code ni dah macam ulat2 pon ade,hohoho...skang nak berusaha siapkan philosophy esay lak,hohohoho...
my mesej:
ISLAH NAFSAK WAD'U GHAIRAK
Perbaikilah dirimu dan serulah orang lain ke arah kebaikan.
tu je,huhuhuhu
adios n salam!!!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
in this intersection....
I woke up n saw the sun's shining throughout the horizon.... again i slept after subuh *sigh*
no wonder I found myself so hard to study and my money deplete exponentially.. kurang rezeki orang kate kan tido after subuh....
within dis one month, the season when brisbane newcomers 're coming, i met so many people with various diversity of life. Sometimes i wonder, how our short meeting with each other can establish an unbreakable bond between us.... n together, we discuss with each other the path for us to find Ilahi..
i really like a quote from Hilal Asyraf ; "Tuhan tidak pernah lupekan Kita".. So i think it's not wrong for us to sit together and spare our time to ponder about Him and his wonderful creations...
Yesterday we went thru ar-Rahman and it is mentioned:
"Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you both(jinn and men) deny?
Just a sentence to ponder ok=)
To Ayu, Bella, Zuhreen, Iqah, Ida, Sya'al and Syahirah...
Truly i wanna say i love you all, if you guys really realize your willingness to be with me really excite my heart.there's no word to describe..
I remember the day when we walked together, ate together, went around brisbane together, slept in my home together(even you guys slept on the floor, sorry sis, i love the couch very much,hohoho)
And the difficulties that we had gone through made our friendship grows stronger.
To my housemates, Kak Zatil, Kak Sarah & Ayu..
The one month of our togetherness as housemates is a splendid moment for me... Even it's just an ordinary thing for others, but for me I really appreciate these astounding moments..
I respect Kak Zatil due to her achievement from MJSC Lenggong and determination in which this aspires me to become a Pass Leader like her. I remember the time we cooked together in the kitchen when Ayu n Kak Sarah still in Malaysia. And I know you are a nasik-person,hohoho... I respect Kak Sarah due to her independence and wondering the way she try to fix the study desk together by herself. I remember when we had usrah together and cooked paprik togehther. Your quietness always startle(in the positive way) me kak.. And Ayu, you jus come here for about a month... we'd known each other since MJSC PC but becoming your housemate make me know you better. How I'm impressed with your organized-way and to compare with my messiness, it's really such a huge gap,hohoho
Truly to say, I'm not the best person to be a great housemate and friend. It's just this is who I am.. I try be good for everyone but sometimes i break one's heart, i disappoint you guys... n quite sometimes i become annoying person by inviting you to join any programme with me... But this is me, with my capability I try to make people happy but still at one point i'm not capable to satisfy everyone....
I'm really2 sorry but i hope our bond won't be tarnished with my wrongdoings.. The mistake that I'd done is not well-deserved with a sorry...
But still I beg, let's us become friends together..
I want to work for Him as my investment to Paradise, and I want my friends to be together so that we can step into it together. And here, i give my hand to ask you guys to be with me..Let's us hold our hands together so that whatever think happens, we'll strive together with our energy and surely with His blessing=)
no wonder I found myself so hard to study and my money deplete exponentially.. kurang rezeki orang kate kan tido after subuh....
within dis one month, the season when brisbane newcomers 're coming, i met so many people with various diversity of life. Sometimes i wonder, how our short meeting with each other can establish an unbreakable bond between us.... n together, we discuss with each other the path for us to find Ilahi..
i really like a quote from Hilal Asyraf ; "Tuhan tidak pernah lupekan Kita".. So i think it's not wrong for us to sit together and spare our time to ponder about Him and his wonderful creations...
Yesterday we went thru ar-Rahman and it is mentioned:
"Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you both(jinn and men) deny?
Just a sentence to ponder ok=)
To Ayu, Bella, Zuhreen, Iqah, Ida, Sya'al and Syahirah...
Truly i wanna say i love you all, if you guys really realize your willingness to be with me really excite my heart.there's no word to describe..
I remember the day when we walked together, ate together, went around brisbane together, slept in my home together(even you guys slept on the floor, sorry sis, i love the couch very much,hohoho)
And the difficulties that we had gone through made our friendship grows stronger.
To my housemates, Kak Zatil, Kak Sarah & Ayu..
The one month of our togetherness as housemates is a splendid moment for me... Even it's just an ordinary thing for others, but for me I really appreciate these astounding moments..
I respect Kak Zatil due to her achievement from MJSC Lenggong and determination in which this aspires me to become a Pass Leader like her. I remember the time we cooked together in the kitchen when Ayu n Kak Sarah still in Malaysia. And I know you are a nasik-person,hohoho... I respect Kak Sarah due to her independence and wondering the way she try to fix the study desk together by herself. I remember when we had usrah together and cooked paprik togehther. Your quietness always startle(in the positive way) me kak.. And Ayu, you jus come here for about a month... we'd known each other since MJSC PC but becoming your housemate make me know you better. How I'm impressed with your organized-way and to compare with my messiness, it's really such a huge gap,hohoho
Truly to say, I'm not the best person to be a great housemate and friend. It's just this is who I am.. I try be good for everyone but sometimes i break one's heart, i disappoint you guys... n quite sometimes i become annoying person by inviting you to join any programme with me... But this is me, with my capability I try to make people happy but still at one point i'm not capable to satisfy everyone....
I'm really2 sorry but i hope our bond won't be tarnished with my wrongdoings.. The mistake that I'd done is not well-deserved with a sorry...
But still I beg, let's us become friends together..
I want to work for Him as my investment to Paradise, and I want my friends to be together so that we can step into it together. And here, i give my hand to ask you guys to be with me..Let's us hold our hands together so that whatever think happens, we'll strive together with our energy and surely with His blessing=)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
refreshing my spirit....
I have stepped into a new paradigm. With a higher level of maturity and compassion, I try to view things through various eyes. Putting myself in people shoes, I've became a 85% of non-judgemental person. How do you want to deal with people who have different background, principles and views in life.
I try to act cool even my heart figuratively is stabbed by knife over and over again.
I try to think i am capable to deal with any difficulties on my own.
I try to create a new entity so that i would be a trendsetter instead of a follower.
I try to draft my plans so that I can obtain an outcome as i have expected.
And I try......
Then,
I think I am not strong,
I think I'm going to collapse,
I think I want to die rather than committing more sins,
I think I want to stop studying and get married early(so funny^^),
I think I am so messy,
I think I am lost...
I'm wondering..
To whom I should turn myself to?
I try to tell someone but i realize they have their own problems,
So I backed off...
And the call I get from my friend just now through Skype,
asking me how I still remain strong in this path..
The Tarbiyah Path..
remind me that I have Him...
He gives myself this strength because this quality solely belongs to him..
And remind me that I am not alone..
And i have Someone to rely on,
Someone who knows the best for me,
Someone who loves me really much to pull me into the real paradigm,
Who make me realize that I am created in this Earth with an intended purposes..
Verily, along with every hardship is relief,
So when you have finished (your occupation), devote yourself to Allah worship
And to your Lord turn all your intentions and hopes.
Ash-Sharh :6-8
p/s : thanks to my friend from Ireland for the call. I know Allah have sent you to convey His reminder to both of us. Through Him, you are the medium that i get to know this path. Thanks again, see you in Jannah my luv, ****.....
I try to act cool even my heart figuratively is stabbed by knife over and over again.
I try to think i am capable to deal with any difficulties on my own.
I try to create a new entity so that i would be a trendsetter instead of a follower.
I try to draft my plans so that I can obtain an outcome as i have expected.
And I try......
Then,
I think I am not strong,
I think I'm going to collapse,
I think I want to die rather than committing more sins,
I think I want to stop studying and get married early(so funny^^),
I think I am so messy,
I think I am lost...
I'm wondering..
To whom I should turn myself to?
I try to tell someone but i realize they have their own problems,
So I backed off...
And the call I get from my friend just now through Skype,
asking me how I still remain strong in this path..
The Tarbiyah Path..
remind me that I have Him...
He gives myself this strength because this quality solely belongs to him..
And remind me that I am not alone..
And i have Someone to rely on,
Someone who knows the best for me,
Someone who loves me really much to pull me into the real paradigm,
Who make me realize that I am created in this Earth with an intended purposes..
Verily, along with every hardship is relief,
So when you have finished (your occupation), devote yourself to Allah worship
And to your Lord turn all your intentions and hopes.
Ash-Sharh :6-8
p/s : thanks to my friend from Ireland for the call. I know Allah have sent you to convey His reminder to both of us. Through Him, you are the medium that i get to know this path. Thanks again, see you in Jannah my luv, ****.....
Sunday, January 17, 2010
lupe...
kite selalu...dekat nak exam berdoa pd Allah, spy dimudahkan usaha..
dalam menghafal, dlm mengingat, even dalam menunggu keputusan..
even kalo kite x bykkan solat, lengahkan semayang, x byk bace quran (alasan study dowh)..
kite stil berharap dgn YG MAHA KUASA...
Soalnye, bile kite dah dapat result 2... kite berbalikkah pd Maha Pencipta??
ada 2 situation iaitu result baek or x baek..
setakat mane level yg dianggap baek 2 bergantung pd individu masing2...
ade org kate kalo pass 2 dah kire baek, ade yg kate dpt A baru baek.. ade jugak kate result A cemerlang terbilang iaitu average more than 90... layan la macam mane pon...
hakikatnye, kalo kite dpt result baek...pas2 org ckp.. "wah, hebat r ko, respek dowh" @
"wei,camne ko stadi...sharing2 la" @ "ko mmg genius la" @ bla blabla
ade x tyme 2 terdetik perasaan kat diri : " hmm, aku stadi efisien, mmg r result gempak"
@ "aku mmg genius, bace ape pun cpt pick up" @ "lecturer n tutor mantap, standard r result hebat"
then bg plak situation apb result x seberapa hebat, ade x terdetik dalam hati,
"hmm, soklan ni susah...geram aku..nyesal stadi smpai kol 1pagi" @
"lecturer ni r x sedap, geram dowh" @ "aku menyampah dgn subjek ni"
apepon respon nye... pernah ke kite berbalik pd Allah... tahu x hakikatnye result or even condition mane pon dah ditetapkan kat Loh Mahfuz??
maksudnye, kalo result kite baek..bkn sbb usaha kite..bkn sbb lecturer kite.. bkn sbb otak kite yg disangka genius abad 21... nehihe (ini impot bhs hindustan)
ape2 yg berlaku dlm hidup ni atau aku analogikan sbg result is not dependent on usaha@amal@perbuatan kite.....so... tidak perlulah nak menyesal jika kite dah buat yg terbaek untuk capai sth... tidak perlulah bimbang sgt akan keputusan yg kite bakal terime... dan tidak perlu memandang enteng akan kepentingan usaha...
sebabnye,bnd yg btol2 dinilai adalah usaha...ni lah markah yg akan decide smd ending kite Syurga @ Neraka...tp ingat dah ckp td usaha x mempengaruhi keputusan.. tp Tuhan maha adil..ape yg kite dpt kat HereAfter adlh dr bende yg kite dah buat kat muka bumi ni....
berbalik pd citer result td....ape2 yg berlaku..berbaliklah pd Tuhan... ingat, dalam kite mengharap suatu keputusan, mintaklah jugak diperkuatkan hati utk terime keputusan 2.. mintaklah dr sumber kekuatan 2..
yg penting,niat btol...dalam kes aku yg tgh blaja ni.... selalu org crampkan otak when it comes 2 exam..
taw nak revise byk bende but dlm proses blaja 2,ape niat kite sbnrnye.. mmg iklas nak blaja ke??
tengok x skg..byk je graduan bile dah masuk alam bekerja involve dlm rasuah, pecah amanah.. ape gune ilmu yg dah digali 2?? x heran jugak bnde yg kite blaja kejap je bley luput.. tetapkanlah keiklasan untuk blaja so that mase yg kite spend utk blaja bermanfaat 4 our life in the future..
don b a forgetful person... remind ourselves, we r one of His creations in dis Earth..
p/s: ayat aku berputar belit lg... mintak ampun na
dalam menghafal, dlm mengingat, even dalam menunggu keputusan..
even kalo kite x bykkan solat, lengahkan semayang, x byk bace quran (alasan study dowh)..
kite stil berharap dgn YG MAHA KUASA...
Soalnye, bile kite dah dapat result 2... kite berbalikkah pd Maha Pencipta??
ada 2 situation iaitu result baek or x baek..
setakat mane level yg dianggap baek 2 bergantung pd individu masing2...
ade org kate kalo pass 2 dah kire baek, ade yg kate dpt A baru baek.. ade jugak kate result A cemerlang terbilang iaitu average more than 90... layan la macam mane pon...
hakikatnye, kalo kite dpt result baek...pas2 org ckp.. "wah, hebat r ko, respek dowh" @
"wei,camne ko stadi...sharing2 la" @ "ko mmg genius la" @ bla blabla
ade x tyme 2 terdetik perasaan kat diri : " hmm, aku stadi efisien, mmg r result gempak"
@ "aku mmg genius, bace ape pun cpt pick up" @ "lecturer n tutor mantap, standard r result hebat"
then bg plak situation apb result x seberapa hebat, ade x terdetik dalam hati,
"hmm, soklan ni susah...geram aku..nyesal stadi smpai kol 1pagi" @
"lecturer ni r x sedap, geram dowh" @ "aku menyampah dgn subjek ni"
apepon respon nye... pernah ke kite berbalik pd Allah... tahu x hakikatnye result or even condition mane pon dah ditetapkan kat Loh Mahfuz??
maksudnye, kalo result kite baek..bkn sbb usaha kite..bkn sbb lecturer kite.. bkn sbb otak kite yg disangka genius abad 21... nehihe (ini impot bhs hindustan)
ape2 yg berlaku dlm hidup ni atau aku analogikan sbg result is not dependent on usaha@amal@perbuatan kite.....so... tidak perlulah nak menyesal jika kite dah buat yg terbaek untuk capai sth... tidak perlulah bimbang sgt akan keputusan yg kite bakal terime... dan tidak perlu memandang enteng akan kepentingan usaha...
sebabnye,bnd yg btol2 dinilai adalah usaha...ni lah markah yg akan decide smd ending kite Syurga @ Neraka...tp ingat dah ckp td usaha x mempengaruhi keputusan.. tp Tuhan maha adil..ape yg kite dpt kat HereAfter adlh dr bende yg kite dah buat kat muka bumi ni....
berbalik pd citer result td....ape2 yg berlaku..berbaliklah pd Tuhan... ingat, dalam kite mengharap suatu keputusan, mintaklah jugak diperkuatkan hati utk terime keputusan 2.. mintaklah dr sumber kekuatan 2..
yg penting,niat btol...dalam kes aku yg tgh blaja ni.... selalu org crampkan otak when it comes 2 exam..
taw nak revise byk bende but dlm proses blaja 2,ape niat kite sbnrnye.. mmg iklas nak blaja ke??
tengok x skg..byk je graduan bile dah masuk alam bekerja involve dlm rasuah, pecah amanah.. ape gune ilmu yg dah digali 2?? x heran jugak bnde yg kite blaja kejap je bley luput.. tetapkanlah keiklasan untuk blaja so that mase yg kite spend utk blaja bermanfaat 4 our life in the future..
don b a forgetful person... remind ourselves, we r one of His creations in dis Earth..
p/s: ayat aku berputar belit lg... mintak ampun na
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